I have been out, looked around and ordered a dishwasher from Currys. It is booked to arrive on the 14th as I am off work then. Very excited, can't wait and at least i will not have to worry about food poisoning due to eldest son's inability to wash up properly!
Was very tempted by special offer of tv. I knew I shouldn't have dragged Nigel out with me but needs must! I have told him he is welcome to get a fire for the lounge but as for the rest the answer is no. I want to save some of the money we got from the insurance for rainy day. I know it is boring but I am so fed up with things going wrong and the fear that we will not be able to pay for things at least if some of it is saved I have got something to fall back on. That is my theory anyway.
So for now I have earmarked some of the money for various things that we have needed wanted for a while and will save the rest. Also told him that the extra £70 we have saved from the mortgage is also going to be put away in the savings account each month as well. Think this is sensible personally!
I feel as though a weight has been lifted. It has been a struggle these last few months but at least now I am beginning to see the light again!

