Do you ever get those days/weeks when you just think 'what the hell was I doing getting out of bed?'

I had one of those days today, a panic attack, not getting home from work until 5pm and kids that were flipping awful all day!

Don't think one child learnt anything today they are too hyper, too much going on, too many disruptions.

It took me all day to decorate a cupboard that is how bad it was!

Not going back until next week now.

Been spending again. Hubby saw a fire on Bid tv so we phoned them - well it would have been foolish not to, we got it for £59.00 where as in Nigs retail catalogue they are over £100.00 more. Not sure I have done the right thing mind, but we needed a fire to fit the hole in our living room wall and I can always blame Nigel if I don't like it, afterall it was the one he wanted!!

Oh well, heading off to bed now to try and get some sleep, hopefully without the weird dreams

Ok I did get some sleep but not a lot!

Weird dreams again mainly.

In one I am talking to Roy Castle and some bloke who claims he had a small part in Z Cars in the 60s. We are in a room with white walls, there are other people there in the background, snow patrol chasing cars playing through huge speakers in the corner which I am humming along to and we are eating melon. Roy Castle and this 'actor' guy are talking about a panto they saw called 'babes in the wood' when roy turns and says 'It was good it reminded me of the body in the wood' and I wake up.

Kick dog of bed.

toss and turn trying to get back to sleep.

Then I dream that I have gone to the gym, one which I stopped going to a long time ago. Their is a personal Trainer there whom I admit I never had as my personal trainer, but he was one of the reasons why I went to the gym as he had a great body and quite good looking as well. Anyway back to dream there he was in front of me, working out. As I approach he asks me if he can do anything for me.

"Yes two portions of chicken and chips please" I say

What?

As he goes off to cook them, I start to work out on the pull lat machine, for those of you that go it is the one with the bar you pull down, and I am doing a few reps in my party dress as you do, and start chatting to my friends daughter about her wedding preparations. There is this noise in the background and I ask her what it is but she cannot tell me and we are laughing.

Wake up as Richard is coughing very loudly, go in and check on him, he is coughing in his sleep. Lay in bed listening to him for over half an hour until I hear him turn over and the coughing ceases.

Lay in bed staring at the ceiling in the dark until the alarm goes of.

I am shattered.

Nigel strange dream, a chemistry experiment goes wrong and turns his partner into the invisible man who gets up to all sorts (will leave that one to your imagination!)

Really don't want to work today, but I am off the rest of the week so really should make an effort shouldn't I!