I woke up feeling more positive than I have in days. Helped by the fact the sun is shining brightly outside and knowing that I am loved by a wonderful man and two fantastic kids.

A year ago I wrote in my diary about how low and lonely I felt. Even with wonderful husbnd and children, being surrounded by great friends I still felt alone.

Today I am happy to say I don't feel that way, there are times when things threaten to overwhelm me, when the voices in my head tell me otherwise, there are still dark days, there always will be, but for now I feel positive, glad to be alive, and hopefully we will all come through 2007 healthier, financially better and wiser.

I made no resolutions this year, there is no point. Last year I vowed I would lose weight and I sit here a stone heavier and hating what I see in the mirror. Today is the beginning of a new life, this year I will lose weight, I will exercise, but I am making no promises to how much or how often, I just want to get to the end of the year where Christmas will be videoed and I won't feel repulsed by what I see, that is my goal.

My stars for this year predict that this year:
I will break out of any routines that I want to be free of this year.

I will feel very fulfilled and loving this year.

It will be interesting to see if they were right at the end of the year but as I am someone who believes you make things happen, and fate has a big part in what is in store it will be a great comparison at the end of the year.

So I wish you all a healthy and wealthy 2007, and hope above all that it has started off well for you all.

Hugs xx