Whats your favourite sandwich filling?
Cucumber or Egg mayonaisse

Do you have any style icons?
Not really I just wear what I am comfortable in

What colours do you like to wear?
black, red, denim sometimes white

What do you like most about yourself?
My personality

Do you keep your armpit hair?
No who would?

If someone hot asked to see you naked for £200, would you show them your assets?
No

How long is your hair?
Shoulder length

Which family member do you look like most?
Don't know

How long do you spend in the bathroom?
Not very long

Do you walk around your house naked?
No even when it is empty I can't bring myself to see my belly wobbling aroung loose!

Do you dance around your bedroom in your underwear?
No

What part of guys do you like the least?
The fact that some of them can be patronising (only some not all)

What part of guys do you like the most?
Nice smile and sense of humour

Describe your figure:
fat

Describe your ideal man:
Someone who cares, has a sense of humour and treats me well

What would be one of the things important to you in a relationship?
Honesty.

Would you do topless modelling?
no I hate my figure so why would I do that

What celebrities do you think are hot?
Johnny Depp, Jon bon Jovi

If you could look like any celebrity, who would you look like?
NOne of them

Green apples or red apples?
Neither not a fan of apples

Lights on or off?
Off Unless I am stitching
What annoys your friends about you?
No idea they have never said

What are you thinking right now?
Why am I doing this I should be making sure Richard has a shower tonight

Do you like children?
yes

Has your love life been good or bad?
Good for the most part

What was the last alcohol you drank?
Rum and peppermint

Are you scared of commitment?
I'm married so hardly scared

Have you ever thought about working in the movie business?
No

Who would be your love interest in a movie?
Happy to admire from afar

If you were in a band, what position would you take on?
Mybe the drums realease all that tension!

You can take 6 musicians for your band, who would you pick?
no idea

What would your music videos be like?
Again no idea I like so many

Has your family ever walked in on you while you were naked/in your underwear?
yes

What’s your favourite dessert?
Trifle

What was your last most hilarious thought?
Can't remember really

Have any of your dreams ever come true?
Yes

1. When was the last time you shaved your legs?
Thursday (mmm must remember to do them again)

2. What were you doing this morning at 8am?
Drinking a mug of delicious hot tea, the first one is always the best of the day

3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
Eating dinner

4. Are you any good at maths?
Not really, I am probably better than I think I am, I just panic when faced with numbers!

5. Do you have any famous ancestors?
NO not as far as I know

6. Are you mad at anyone right now?
No just myself

7. Do you know the words to the song on your MySpace profile?
Yes

8. Last thing received in the mail?
Parcel from Amazon with Nigels birthday present in

9. How many different drinks have you had today?
Tea, rum and peppermint

10. Who do you miss right now?
My grandad

11. Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machine?
I try not to

12. Who did you lose your concert virginity to?
UB40 - I took my sister as she was a big fan so paid for her to see them as her Christmas present

13. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
Yes

14. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had?
A root canal being done, never again!

15. What is out your back door?
My garden

16. Do you have plans for friday night?
No

17. Do you like the ocean?
Yes

18. Have you ever received one of those big tins of 3 different popcorns for xmas?
No,

19. Have you ever been to a planetarium?
Yes and was proposed to there as well, it was very romantic

20. Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
Being 10 years older

21. Who around you has the most problems?
Everyone has problems, I am not sure I am qualified to say who has the most problems.

22. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
No

23. Explain your love life at this moment?
I am in love with my hubby

24. Where do you keep your change?
In a very large bottle

25. When was the last time you spoke in front of a large group?
About a year ago, talking to parents whose children were just starting school

I can't explain how I have felt over the last couple of days. Almost as if a black cloud has descended above me and I have no reason why.

Well I sort of know but that is another story.

Yesterday, woke up as usual, let dogs out, made a cup of tea, went back to bed. It was like I just couldn't be bothered, I didn't want to face the world. I feel fat, I feel ugly, I feel like the lowest of the low, I just didn't want to face another day of being happy around people, or of people expecting me to be happy, cheerful self, just wanted to scream and cry inside.

Hubby did his usual, how wonderful I am, How beautiful I am, how I am not fat (sorry 15 stone on me looks fat), no your clothes look gorgeous, etc etc etc.

Didn't help

I just wanted to cry.

So as only hubby can he then tells me we are going shopping.

i don't want to go shopping didn't you hear what I was telling you early!

Yes it is Saturday, we always go to the shops

I want a change I don't want to go, anyway I went yesterday (friday)

He wasn't having any of this though, he drags me to Watford shopping.

Ok so we are at the shops, youngest in tow, eldest at home supervising the dogs and doing his English homework (ha). Decide to buy a new purse, my one is falling apart. Find one in a bag shop, feeling better already especially as it is reduced from £16 to £6.50 - what a result.

So visit another bag shop, as I have decided I want to buy a new handbag.

So we are browsing, hubby saying this is nice, what about this etc etc. Now I have to explain here, I normally go for plain black leather - very boring, but hey it works for me, just big enough for the essentials something along the lines of this

But a couple of weeks ago, while browsing in town I saw someone carrying a Kipling bag and have to admit I decided I wanted on. Now I have seen them from time to time on Qvc, not that I watch the channel on a regular basis, but those of you that know I am passionate about Pilates and tend to buy gear from QVC related to Pilates. Anyway whil waiting for one such programme to come on I saw the Kipling bag show, but you can never tell if it is what you want until you see it in the flesh so to speak.

In this shop was the hugest selection of Kipling bags I have ever seen, so I spent a happy 20 mins deciding which of them I liked and what colours. Then saw the prices and thought better not. So we came away, browsed some more, had lunch and after a fruitless two hours looking in one shop after another I announced to hubby that I wanted a Kipling bag. "Whatever you want my dear".

Not asking him to pay for it though as I had some money left over from Christmas still and some in my account to make up the difference to we went back to the shop to decide which one I wanted.

i settled on this in the end

Best thing about it, it has lots of pockets in to store things and I can use it for work as well as everyday, I can get my diary into it as well as all my other work bits and pieces I carry with me (pens, etc).

so felt a little better after our shopping trip, sat and watched a couple of DVDs when we got home - Brothers Grimm and Santa Claus - then watched a couple of music channels.

This morning I felt a little better though still low but have spent the best part of the day play Castlevania on Simon's DSlite, which has been fun, well until the battery died on me, now I have to wait for Simon to charge it

So that is me. Hope everyone else has had a far more productive and happier weekend