Subs seems to have disappeared!

Hope you are ok my friend, we will miss you

Just had to pinch the Hugs thing from your blog but I did post a lovely man for you earlier

Hugs x

Feeling exhausted I managed to get to my Pilates session today, and tried my hardest to stay awake as i laid on the floor, zipping and hollowing, moving only legs from hips and listening to the lovely calming music and voice of the piltes teacher as she moved around the room correcting posture and positioning as she went.

At the end of the seesion we do a relaxtion exercise, tensing and releasing individual muscles, concentrating on our breathing to calming music which made me feel more tired and even more sleepy than I already was!

Too early to go to bed yet though now I am home but really would love to curl up under that duvet in my nice comfortable bed and sleep!

In fact I may just do that, stick a cd on our new dvd/cd player and lay there listening to the calming sounds of:

I wrote my first post on here.

Why in my head did I think it was the 29th I first wrote my post?

Oh well happy belated anniversary to me!!

Enjoy Hun!

And remember a few of us still have a while to go before we get this far

Do you read someones blog regularly but haven't invited them as a friend?

Have you invited someone as a friend and been turned down but still follow their news and make the odd comment?

I was wondering today about all this, one of the many thoughts that go through my head right now.

Why?

Well most people have invited me as a friend and I have invited a few as well. There are some people on my list whom I had been commenting on their blogs and they mine for some time and not realised we weren't on each others list. There are some that I find that I have a lot in common with, and their are others where I like their sense of humour or I find their point of view interesting - even if I don't agree I can see what their point is and respect that.

Then today I was just browsing and came across a few blogs that I have commented on in the past, left a comment or two on their recent posts and yet neither are on my list of friends. I never got round to inviting them and they rarely reply to any comment that I make. This doesn't bother me, that is the beauty of blogging you can leave a comment and probably never read another thing they write or you can keep visiting.

Occasionally you invite someone and they say no for what ever reason. Occasionally they say yes and someone else has already said what you wanted to say so you never leave a comment on their blog again.

Occasionally you are deleted as a friend and you have no idea why.

Isn't blogland great!

What's the definition of the bravest man in the world??

The man who comes home drunk, covered in lipstick and smelling of
perfume,

Then slaps his wife on the backside and says: "You're next,fatty."

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Man walks into the bedroom with a sheep under his arm while his
wife
is lying in bed reading.

Man says: "This is the pig I have sex with when you've got a
headache."

Wife replies: "I think you'll find that is a sheep."

Man replies: "I think you'll find I was talking to the sheep"

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A man walks into his bedroom and sees his wife packing a suitcase.

He asks, "What are you doing?"

She answers, "I'm moving to London. I heard prostitutes there get
paid
£400 for doing what I do for you for free."

Later that night, on her way out, the wife walks into the bedroom
and
sees her husband packing his suitcase.

When she asks him where he's going, he replies, "I'm coming too I
want
to see how you live on £800 a year".

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A woman was shopping at her local supermarket where she selected:
2
litres of low fat milk, a carton of eggs, 2 litres of orange
juice, a head of
lettuce, half a dozen tomatoes, a 500g jar of coffee, a 250g pack
of
bacon

As she was unloading her items on the conveyor belt to check out,
a
drunk standing behind her watched as she placed the items in front
of the
cashier.

While the cashier was ringing up her purchases, the drunk calmly
stated,"You must be single."

The woman was a bit startled by this proclamation, but she was
intrigued by the derelict's intuition, since she was indeed
single. She looked at
her six items on the belt and saw nothing particularly unusual
about her
selections that could have tipped off the Drunk to her marital
status.
Curiosity getting the better of her, she said, "Well, you know
what,
you're absolutely correct. But how on earth did you know that?"

The drunk replied, "Cos you're ugly."

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Ed was in trouble. He forgot his wedding anniversary. His wife was
really upset. She told him "Tomorrow morning I expect to find a
gift in the
driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in 6 seconds AND IT HAD BETTER BE
THERE."

The next morning Ed got up early and left for work. When his wife
woke
up, she looked out of the window and sure enough there was a small
box
gift-wrapped in the middle of the driveway.

Confused, she put on her robe, ran out on to the driveway and
picked up
the box.

She opened it and found a brand new bathroom scale.

Funeral services for Ed have been scheduled for Friday

Woke up this morning with yet another splitting headache. Three days in a row now I have had this headache, and it gets worse as the day goes on. I have no doubt it is related to stress and the fact that everything seems to be getting to me. I did manage to sleep well last night, but not before I managed to cry myself to sleep, still feeling low but there isn't much I can do about that until other things get sorted out as well.

There are days when everyone expects me to the the happy and cheerful one, the one that is humming away to herself or having an 'infectious' laugh. TBH I am normally like that, things wash over me, I don't usually let things get to me, but lately I just can't be like that anymore and people are beginning to ask why. They have noticed and asked if I am ok. Course the standard reply is yes of course I am and they go away - why burden anyone with the way I feel, I am the one that listens to their problems, I can't unburden myself to others.

Not that I can unburden to Nig either. He loves me I know but when it comes to me having problems he doesn't listen and never ever takes me that seriously, or when he does it is because everything is so simple to him, he doesn't see it from my point of view. Mind you that would mean him having to deal with it and he doesn't do that, it is me that needs to deal with it. I swear if I was dying he would still bury his head in the sand and pretend it wasn't happening!

Don't think the weather is helping much either. I feel so much better when the sun is shining!

Right enough whingeing. Have to go to work and see if I am needed or not for the SATS, if not there is housework to do - unfortunately no one else is going to do it and the fairies that everyone seems to think does the work are not in the area obviously,so have to do it myself!

Have a good day if you have managed to read this far without me making you depressed lol!