Spread your wings and fly away

Both of which have made me do this:

Now what i would like to know is, I can be really calm when there are people around but as soon as I am by myself or talking to someone on the phone I fall to pieces.

FFS woman get a grip on yourself and stop bloody blubbering like a fricking baby!!!!

p.s. this isn't a sympathy post, just really getting pissed off with myself now.

And as i have given a few ideas of sites to row the boat for retail therapy, thought I would post a few of the sites that I have come across over the years that are useful to take a look at.

Beware though, there are quite a few:

CDs DVDs etc
http://www.Amazon.co.uk
http://www.play.com
http://www5.cd-wow.com/
http://www.bangcd.com/

Jigsaws, small gifts, games and puzzles & gadgets
http://www.bitsandpiecesuk.com/default.aspx
http://www.hawkin.com/
http://www.thegiftplace.co.uk/
http://www.temptationgifts.com/
http://www.heritage-gifts.co.uk/
http://www.oliverbonas.com/default.asp?&cookie%5Ftest=1
http://www.thequalitygiftstore.co.uk/
http://www.allpresent.com/
http://www.alljigsawpuzzles.co.uk/?gclid=CKzi_pD69I4CFQQdEgod337qDQ
http://www.jigsawpuzzlesdirect.co.uk/
http://www.boardgamecompany.co.uk/
http://www.theglasgowgirls.co.uk/
http://www.purplepuffin.co.uk/
http://gadgetz4all.com/
http://www.firebox.com/
http://www.the-inspirations-store.com/
http://www.notonthehighstreet.com/gifts?gclid=CO3ZvK-B9Y4CFShWEgodcT7jEg
http://www.totally-funky.co.uk/?referrer=adwords&keywords=giftsunder5&gclid=CKTyzPCB9Y4CFQESEgodHhcsCA
http://www.7-sins.com/?gclid=COmn2pOC9Y4CFQ0eEgodPXxcEA
http://www.crazyaboutgadgets.com/?gclid=CKWejKGC9Y4CFQVgMAodDDCDJQ

Chocolate
http://www.choc-o-holic.co.uk/

Lingerie
http://www.figleaves.com/uk/home.asp
http://www.silk-stockings.co.uk/index.php?jssCart=ec768a2aae01eaf569045bcc8ddfde79

gifts
http://www.bradford.co.uk/
http://www.pasttimesmailorder.co.uk/home
http://www.findperfectgift.co.uk/
http://www.iwantoneofthose.com/index.jsp
http://www.gotchasomething.co.uk/
http://www.thecelticshop.co.uk/
http://www.the1giftshop.co.uk/

Perfume, body gifts etc
http://www.blushingbuyer.co.uk/product/234/body-and-skin-care.htm
http://www.clinique.co.uk/giftcentre/index.tmpl?ngextredir=1&ref=77
http://www.lizearle.com/index_2.php?&res=1024x768
http://www.lookfantastic.com/cgi-bin/lf.storefront

Shopping sites
http://www.shopsafe.co.uk/
http://www.theshoppinglist.co.uk/
http://www.shobby.co.uk/
http://www.giveortake.com/
http://www.shoppersworld.co.uk/
http://giftshopsonline.co.uk/
http://www.charitygifts.com/

Personalised items
http://www.gettingpersonal.co.uk/gifts.asp/View/147/buy/personalised-christmas-gift.htm?gclid=CMifvo309I4CFQQdEgod337qDQ

Catalogues
http://www.additionsdirect.co.uk/rf/add/navigation/entersite.do?redirectTo=home
http://www.24studio.co.uk/ss/html/studio/index2.html?source=TX2S&gclid=CJu7t6b49I4CFQZFMAodvxYsKQ

Jewellery
http://www.jewellerybybarrie.co.uk/
http://www.yellobox.co.uk/online_gift_shopping.htm
http://www.jewellerycatalogue.co.uk/
http://www.madaboutjewellery.com/
http://www.fashionjewelleryonline.com/
http://www.glitzysecrets.com/
http://www.silver.uk.com/?gclid=CMjz-MaD9Y4CFShWEgodcT7jEg

Fashion and Sports
http://www.21stcenturydiva.co.uk/index.php?gclid=CNCk56P89I4CFShWEgodcT7jEg
http://www.mandmdirect.com/?LID=GO1
http://www.clothes.co.uk/find.aspx?find=Catalogues&t=Catalogues

Miscellaneous
http://www.toysrus.co.uk/
http://www.activitygifts.co.uk/Gift-Shop.aspx
http://www.lifegivinggifts.org/

honestly I am not a shopaholic, I just browse to find what I want and if I can get it cheaper on line!

Your results:
You are Mystique
Sometimes motherly, sometimes a beautiful companion, but most of the time a deceiving vixen.
Mystique 36%
Juggernaut 24%
Poison Ivy 20%
Dark Phoenix 18%
Kingpin 18%
Catwoman 12%
Venom 12%
Apocalypse 11%
The Joker 11%
Mr. Freeze 8%
Riddler 7%
Lex Luthor 6%
Dr. Doom 6%
Magneto 6%
Green Goblin 0%
Two-Face 0%

Here

The sun is shining and I really should put some washing on.

Neck is still painful and so is back, just been looking for details of local osteopath or Chiropractor, not sure which I need, but looking through the details think the osteopath may be the better choice. Been on the official website and found my nearest one who explains everything on her web page, including the staff and what they are qualified in dealing with.

All I have to do now is find the money to pay them and work out how to get there.

Still feeling pretty low and keep bursting into tears, but hoping it is nothing more serious than shock.

Daytime telly is crap, it is official, there is nothing decent worth watching which makes you wonder why we pay for all these channels. Tried to watch This Morning yesterday and felt like strangling Philip Schofield so probably won't watch it today, need to watch the blood pressure lol!

Right enough rambling, need to put some washing on, it won't do itself unfortunately

Have a good day everyone

hugs xx