There are times when you wonder what the hell you are doing here.
Nothing changes, nothing makes you feel better, nothing you do is right.
You feel that you are going round in circles, the same old thing.
Just as you are getting on your feet, something happens to knock you back again - two steps forward one step back.
Yes that is how I am feeling right now, nothing is going to paln, nothing is straight forward.
Could be seen as a challenge, but at the moment I don't want a challenge, I want things to be reasonably straight forward.
Not going to happen though in the immediate future.
Of course I am not the only one going through this. Reading through some blogs this morning, there are a lot of people out there that are feeling this way at the moment.
if you are, I am so sorry. Hope things get better soon for us all.
In other news, it is cold outside. There is a frost on the ground that lets us know Jack has visited in the night. The sun is watery and hiding behind the occasional black cloud - suits my mood that
There is a debate on the radio that is making me mad, will turn that off in a moment before I end up with high blood pressure as well. Honestly some people on these phone ins are incredibly stupid.
right rant over, have to go and hoover a carpet before MIL turns up and makes my day any worse than it is already!
Have a good one
hugs xx
