@ 15/01/08 – 14:05:08
That you are putting yourself out to make things better only to realise that you are on your own?
That no matter what you try to do for the best of intentions/reasons, you will be left with no support?
you are out on a limb?
You are about to fall seriously flat on your face?
There is a feeling of doom in the air Just wish I knew how to turn it around.
@ 15/01/08 – 07:38:52
It is absolutely tipping it down out there, there is a wind as well by the sounds of it outside the conservatory. I hate going to work on days like this. The kids are hyper because they can't go out and play, everywhere feels damp even with heating let alone the traffic always seems worse on a Tuesday and a rainy one at that!
Saving grace is I am only working until 12.30 so at least I can come home and tackle the state of this house, washing, ironing etc relax with a good book.
I can't say I am looking forward to today at all.
Feeling tired as well, had a panic attack in my sleep last night, hubby says it took quite a while to settle me down afterwards, but I have no recollection of it or what started it. That makes me nervous because it tires me out more than when I know the reason why. However I do remember a lovely dream I did have, of being in the country surrounded by fruit trees, bushes laden with all types of fruit. A bright sunny day, the sea lapping gently against the cliffs below and a lovely open area, almost like a hexagonal gazebo, where people were selling fresh fruit, vegetables, fish and meat. It was lovely, calm, surreal at the same time with all my family around me - until Nicky Campbell started talking and I realised the radio had come on and it was time for me to remove myself from the safe cocoon of my bed.
Ah well can't stay there forever no matter how much I want to lol!
Right time to get off and make sure everyone is ready for school
have a good day
hugs xx 
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