So here I am on half term, awake at silly hour and up and about already. Feel crap as well full of a cold and not in a good mood, plus eldest is being a right pain in the backside and if he doesn't watch it will find soap in his mouth to wash it out and hopefully will learn not to talk to me like I am a piece of shit! I am sick of it now.
Yesterday was because I failed to photocopy his passport - hang on a minute wasn't he here all day under my feet and doing sod all, why, if he knew he needed a photocopy, didn't he go and do it? Am I a bloody mind reader!!
Needless to say silence is golden at the moment. I doubt I will see him before I go out and meet up with my friend later for lunch, then I will be getting my hair cut so at least we won't be able to speak to each other for a while.
Hubby tried his hardest to get me to speak to eldest after I blew up at him, but at the moment I am not in the mood, that was the second time yesterday he spoke to me like that and I am not having it. He is a great kid normally but sometimes those hormones drive me nuts!
Youngest is spending the week with his nan so all is quiet here. Nig has gone off to work, I got up early and made him a cuppa before he left, it gives us half and hour of each other's company.
I have a spot come up on my hand, it is very painful and have no idea why. My hands are in water most of the day lately so can't be because they are dirty!
Managed to clear the ironing yesterday, going to start on the housework today and make sure that everywhere is de cluttered again. Amazing how much builds up during term time! Everywhere is such a mess so will probably take me all morning to tidy back to it's former glory. Once that is done, and I have come back from friend's house, hairdresser and shopping I can relax and then do some more coursework. I have a date for my assessment and want to get most of it out of the way before the next day on my course, the last one before the assessment! 
Right enough waffling on and being miserable, have to crack on and start cleaning this house!
Have a good day xx

brokendownangel
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Kids are wonderful, but they also know which buttons to press - he is stressed and taking it out on you, it is wrong and I hope he realises that. You go off and have a lovely morning anyway, meeting a friend and getting your hair done should relax you and you deserve it.
Know what you mean about cleaning up - this house needs a really good overhaul - planning to start it this week, God knows when it will be finished though!! Good luck x